Lost Cosmonauts

I was very taken with a story in a recent Fortean Times 'Lost in Space' about Russia's 'missing' Cosmonauts. I have some thought on this as well as some questions.

The website www.lostcosmonauts.com tells the story of these Cosmonauts in an entirely non-skeptical way, accepting the story as true, based on the recordings of the Judica-Cordiglia brothers. What interests me is whether any third party has ever examined these recordings to verify their content. For example, there is an interview with Gian Battista Judica Cordiglia on the website where they discuss the 'famous' recording of a woman, purported to be a female cosmonaut in a Vostok space ship, burning up on re-entry. In the interview he also mentions that they recorded two men at around the same time. Now this is extra-ordinary stuff, not one mystery cosmonaut but three at the same time. If they actually do have these recordings it would be essential from the point of view of scholarship and correcting the historical record that these recordings be properly examined by experts who could authenticate them. This would include such things as looking at the quality and nature of the recordings, what is being said and how it is being said. Also, magnetic tape from 1961 would most likely be showing signs of deterioration by now, these recordings should be transferred to some more permanent medium to avoid their being lost.

My suspicion regarding the recording was raised when it was revealed that the JC brothers had a sister who spoke Russian - could she have hoaxed the recording? they have not released any recordings of male voices.

On hunting round the web I find a lot of possible information relating to this particular recording, in some places the cosmonaut is identified as Ludmilla Serakovna in others she is Ludmila Tokovy in tandem with her husband Anatoley or Nikolay. Also the date is generally given as May 1961 but in some sources it is dated to 1963. Where is all this information coming from? no sources are given.

This story is currently of great fascination to me. If true it is huge, if not, two Italian brothers have a lot of explaining to do.
Ian Batterham
Australia

BBC Radio 4 documentary with pop star Robbie Williams at UFO conference

A recent 30 minute documentary by Jon Ronson about pop star Robbie Williams going to a UFO conference at Loughlin, Nevada during an extended hiatus from his music career - I wonder if he's a regular on TDG? If so, good man!

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http://www.bbc.co.uk/radio/aod/radio4_ao...

BBC Radio 4 main listen again page: http://www.bbc.co.uk/radio4/progs/listen...

Big oil

Karl Benz was the German mechanical engineer who designed and in 1885
built the world's first practical automobile to be powered by an
internal-combustion engine.

America's first gasoline-powered automobile was the 1891 Lambert car
invented by John W. Lambert.

Oil historians in the USA give credit for the first modern commercial
oil well to Colonel Edwin L. Drake. His well reached a depth of 22m
(72-ft). It was drilled in “Oil Creek” near the town of Titusville,
slightly east of Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania, USA and started producing
oil on August 28,1859. There were no automobiles in those days; the
main market for petroleum was for medicine. It was called Rock Oil and
sold for about $40 a barrel, which is about the same as a barrel of oil
costs today, so it would have been worth a lot of money in 1859.

Iceland has a long tradition of subsistence whaling; whaling of one form or another has been conducted from the island since it became populated more than eleven hundred years ago

whaling has been a part of the Icelandic culture since it was settled by Scandinavians and other Nordic peoples in the 9th century. By 1915, 17,000 whales had been taken from Icelandic waters

In over 1100 years of whaling whose oil, by the way, provided oil for lamps, we haven't exausted the species.

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Anyone want to take a shot at what is going on here? Something is not right here and it is time to do something about it.

117 yrs of autos and 149 yrs of comercial oil.

Mabey we are all being duped and should be asking some different kinds of questions. I find it hard to believe that we have used up the whole global oil supply in this short time frame. Now I hope I am not the only one that is seeing something wrong here.

AntiMatters Volume 2 No 2 Released

AntiMatters

CONTENTS

Materialism
Abstract PDF
Sri Aurobindo (pp 1-8)

Beyond Natural Selection and Intelligent Design: Sri Aurobindo’s Theory of Evolution
Abstract PDF
Ulrich J Mohrhoff (pp 9-31)

Sri Aurobindo and Hinduism
Abstract PDF
Peter Heehs (pp 33-45)

Indian Spiritual Knowledge and the Psychology Curriculum
Abstract PDF
Matthijs Cornelissen (pp 47-57)

Should We Expect To Feel As If We Understand Consciousness?
Abstract PDF
Mark C Price (pp 59-70)

Diseases of Meaning, Manifestations of Health, and Metaphor
Abstract PDF
Kim Jobst,Daniel Shostak,Peter J Whitehouse (pp 71-80)

Awakening the Genius Within
Abstract PDF
Yasuhiko Genku Kimura (pp 81-85)

Can the New Science of Evo–Devo Explain the Form of Organisms?
Abstract PDF
Steve Talbott (pp 87-102

Book Reviews

Review of Moalem and Prince: Survival of the Sickest
PDF
(pp 103-110)

Review of Vaughan-Lee: Alchemy of Light
PDF
(pp 111-117)

Review of Martin: Does it Matter?
PDF
(pp 119-126)

Review of Northcote: The Paranormal and the Politics of Truth
PDF
(pp 127-133)

Book Excerpts

Reinventing the Sacred
PDF
Stuart A Kauffman (pp 135-144)

The Ascent of Humanity
PDF
Charles Eisenstein (pp 145-165)

Complex cultures without agriculture, and earlier than anyone thought

http://www.eurasianet.org/departments/insight/articles/eav041708a.shtml
It's commonly thought that complex social order and agriculture occurred with one another, if the above story is true this temple complex has more in common with the mound building cultures than the early civilizations of the middle east.

How Michel Nostradamus stopped the Randi-Dawkins Corp.

for all the victims of Randi's monstrous idea.......

Visit:

http://www.centerforinquiry.net/forums/v...

to see how we stopped James Randi's fraudulent MILLION DOLLAR PARANORMAL challenge.....

watch carefully the consequences of Randi's *idea*…..

For over 40 years James Randi Zwigert (is this even a REAL NAME?) has had total control over who and how the testing was conducted, yet despite all this he has terminated the challenge.

The ONLY REASON why the challenge was stopped is because he lost and refused to pay.

Apparently, Randi likes to break the rules when it serves him:

http://www.randi.org/joom/content/view/4...

"14. This prize will continue to be offered until it is awarded. Upon the death of James Randi, the administration of the prize will pass into other hands, and it is intended that it continue in force. "

Great force.....it's over......

where is my MILLION DOLLARS, you LITTLE *NO-NAME* FRAUD

Twyman talks about the Cave of Treasures and the Pentagon of Mountains at Rennes-le-Chateau

Author Tracy R. Twyman (The Merovingian Mythos and the Mystery of Rennes-le-Chateau, 2004, Dragon Key Press) is hosting an exclusive clip from the film Bloodline on her website http://www.tracyrtwyman.com/ In it she talks about the archetype of the Cave of Treasures in relation to Rennes-le-Chateau and the five mountains that form a perfect five-pointed star. Could this formation have been built by angels or gods? Could it hold the sacred tomb of an ancient god-king?

Direct link:

http://tracyrtwyman.com/blog/?p=321

voices in the head

I recently read "The phenomenon is tunable in that the characteristic sounds and intensities of those sounds depend on the characteristics of the RF energy as delivered" the report explains. Within the past 3yrs I have experienced voices of this kind. I havent had anyway out until Ive read this... Im writing because I need understanding and answer why me? who? and where is my freedom!!! At first I was scared, but know one but me heard this people..Tell Valless its true this is happening!!! And i need answers. Ive been a targeted for someone elses purpose. My life has been taken away from me and i have no where to turn!! I need answers.

In need of answers,

Jesus

From my personal recollections, I remember a day...not long ago. THE POWER OF JESUS COMPELS ME! This is why my friend and I joined the Priory of Scion. I am currently searching for the grand master so if you hear any word, do share. Currently we talk to this grandmaster through SILAS! But his physical appearance is unknown. We have researched finding previous grandmasters such as Sir Isaac Newton, himself. We believe we have found their grave sight in the stalagmite cove in Bermuda. Unlikely place, one would suspect...exactly what they wanted it to appear. We also fear some members of the priory are impure and think kinky thoughts...they are so dirty. The way we serve our master is our personal buisiness but I have to suspect that the master would not approve of worship in this manner. DEVOTION VS. DESIRE...which shall you choose when it comes down to the wire? Ponder this...
In the darkness I lie still until we meet again,
King Triton and his humble servant Poseidon

Geologist Unearths an End-of-Days Plan Built into Modern Religion

Geologist Unearths an End-of-Days Plan Built into Modern Religion

Submitted by B Billy Marse Professional Geologist, attempting to link the 1920 to 30’s Dust Bowl to a preglacial condition, unearthed an End-of-Days plan, a Revelation built into modern society, based on religion. The discovery involved identifying and mapping the 110,000 year rotating earth climate termed Glacial Respiration. This climate switches through patterns, where a long COLD period (100,000-year Glacial Winter) is followed by a short WARM period (10,000-year Global Summer). Traumatic environmental extinction periods caused by switching between Glacial Winter and Global Summer have been tracked by ancient man, and ancient man responded by producing remarkable physical structures for salvation in this life, not the next; pyramids, mountain retreats and raised pillared foundations were constructed. In addition, ancient man invented complex solar calendars able to time Glacial Respiration over the 110,000 year period. The ancient calendars tracked the accumulation of ice in the upper atmosphere and the release of this energy, creating the flood of Noah, Gilgamesh, Ziusudra and the myth of Atlantis. The other traumatic switching event that the solar calendar marked was the rapid drought and sudden reduction in surface vegetation occurring at the beginning of Glacial Winter. This catastrophic drought and reduction in vegetation is a Dust Bowl and was predicted by the Mayan prophecy to occur in 2012.

The altering climate was not completely understood by ancient man, their answer to these events of environmental annihilation and the surviving folklore was to create gods and the practice of worship. Salvation and sacrifice was invented to choose for their god, the sacrificial offering, in hopes of not being personally, naturally selected. Circular Asian and linear Western religions are based on the rotational earth climate of Glacial Respiration. The problem with a modern society governed by environmental religions based on rotational extinction event, leads to the sole question, does a religious prophecy produce its own Revelations? Since, the switching event of the drought has been timed by the Mayans solar calendar to occur in 2012 and described throughout the Bible in metaphors, is there an active group or fraternal society planning to force Global Cooling? The answer is yes, and unfortunately altering earth’s climate turns out to be relatively easy. The psychological components of the 2012 plan have been released and involve both miseducation and an environmental misdirection, regurgitated from the armpit of academia, as Global Warming. The force of Global Warming does occur but at the beginning of Global Summer and not out of the Glacial Respiration sequence. In conclusion the days will soon grow dark, cold and near.

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Glacial Respiration, Conceptual Ring of Ice, The End of Linear Western Religion a Geological Exploration of an E2 Earthen Planet and the H2 Human Species
Author: B Billy Marse, Professional Geologist
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HOWLINGS new book on Grimoire Magick from Scarlet Imprint

Dear Friends,

We are pleased to announce the birth of HOWLINGS.

A strictly limited first edition of 333 copies.

HOWLINGS is an octavo book of two hundred and ten pages, four sumptuous colour plates, handsomely designed and bound in peacock blue and gilt stamped cloth.
Our printing house have described it as 'strikingly handsome' and we are inclined to agree. Images can be seen at www.scarletimprint.com

A copy can be yours for the princely sum of thirty-three English pounds plus postage.

HOWLINGS comprises fourteen original and extensive essays which explore the Grimoires. These are passionate, informed and evocative pieces which create a unique testament to the vibrancy of the modern magickal current.

Our writers pursue knowledge, power and wisdom through the pages of:

The Picatrix
The Goetia, or Lesser Key of Solomon
Four Books of Occult Philosophy
The Voudon Gnostic Workbook
Liber 231
Qutub
And the Grimoire itself

Our esteemed writers are,
David Rankine
Donald Tyson
Peter Grey
David Beth
Stafford Stone
Paul Hughes-Barlow
Krzysztof Azarewicz
Jack Macbeth
Thea Faye
Aleq Grai
Zaheer Gulamhusein
and the anonymous author of The Grimoire of Pharaon

Biographies of our writers can be found at www.scarletimprint.com

For ordering details please see our website.

As with all our titles, this is a talismanic production. Every book mirrors our intent and is ritually consecrated. Each book has a job to do, a destiny to fulfill.

In Nomine Babalon

Alkistis Dimech

Editrix

Carlos Castaneda, Whitley Strieber, and the Perils of the Literary Shaman

This post will explore the various parallels between Whitley Strieber (alleged alien abductee and author of Communion, Transformation, and The Key) and Carlos Castaneda, who wrote a series of books chronicling his apprenticeship with “Yaqui sorcerer” don Juan Matus in Mexico, during the sixties and seventies.

Over the years, Castaneda (who died in 1999) sold millions of books and stirred up a mountain of speculation and controversy.[1] Yet his influence on “alternative” Western thought has been incalculable. Strieber has also enjoyed best seller status, and his most recent works, The Grays and 2012, novels inspired by the author’s supposed real-life encounters with alien beings, are currently being developed as major Hollywood motion picture productions.

Both Castaneda and Strieber were apparently singled out by mysterious parties to undergo an extraordinary initiation process and bring account of it to the world. Without the intervention of don Juan Matus and his party of sorcerers, it’s doubtful we would ever have heard of Castaneda, and the same holds true of Strieber. Although he was already a best-selling author (of horror fiction) before his alien encounter of 1985, it was only with the publication of Communion, in 1986, that Strieber established himself as one of the most puzzling and original writers of our time. In the field he has chosen—or been chosen—to write, that of UFOs and alien visitation, Strieber is probably the current leading exponent.

Like Castaneda, Strieber has a gift for bringing almost inconceivable concepts and experiences into the realm of everyday reality. His work forms a bridge between two apparently (or previously) inseparable realities and invites the reader to cross over into the land of Oz. And although Strieber’s body of work cannot compete with Castaneda’s as a storehouse of esoteric wisdom, it serves a similar function: that of describing—and thereby helping to consolidate—a perception of reality (and of humanity’s predicament) utterly at odds with the current consensus view.

The other obvious parallel to be drawn between Castaneda and Strieber is that both authors have been denounced as hoaxers, opportunists, and just plain liars. Without going into detail, there are a considerable number of inconsistencies, if not glaring contradictions, to be found in the work of both writers, and these have led skeptics to deduce that the accounts were “cut from whole cloth.” I may as well say, right off the bat, that I consider such an idea untenable. In the case of both Castaneda and Strieber, there is simply too much in their work of obvious merit—too much insight, depth, and sheer novelty—for me to believe, even for a moment, that these accounts are wholly invented.

Even if one accepts the notion that the inconsistencies were deliberately placed as a kind of double-bluff (i.e., if the accounts were fiction, why include such glaring contradictions?), viewing these works as “simple” fiction (the best of Strieber, and all of Castaneda) raises far more questions than it answers. I believe the answer is far less straightforward or convenient than any simple verdict of “fact” or “fiction.” Since both authors are recounting their initiation into Imaginal realms, in which the laws of physics are closer to quantum mechanics than those of Newton (i.e., more microcosmic than macro-, more subjective dream reality than objective consensus reality), the shaky, amorphous quality of both Strieber’s and Castaneda’s accounts actually confirms their authenticity rather than undermines it.

Few writers have made such a fearless and thorough public exploration of their psyches as Strieber has. “Objectively” speaking, Communion—and its follow-up Transformation—remain to date the most compelling and insightful personal testimonies of “alien abduction” currently on record. The apparently naked honesty with which Strieber reports his experiences, and the raw emotion with which he imbues them, make for powerfully disturbing reading. Strieber’s willingness to refrain from judgment, to resist the almost overpowering urge to “explain” his experiences and make them fit into ordinary understanding (i.e., by assuming he is dealing with aliens from outer space), make it clear he is not merely peddling a doctrine, or if he is, is extremely cunning in his salesmanship. Strieber testifies to the ways in which he has been transformed by his experiences, despite his emotional resistance, and the eventual benefits he was able to reap from them. If taken at face value, Strieber’s accounts are testimony to the way in which these incredibly strange events—by refusing to submit to rational interpretation—forced his consciousness to adapt and evolve in order to survive. Like Castaneda’s books, Strieber’s works describe one man’s slow and traumatic initiation into a separate reality.

As Strieber points out, his experiences (and hence the body of his work to date) are essentially shamanic in nature. They resemble visits to the lowerworld of the collective unconscious which, however abstract and fantastic, are every bit as real as “objective” reality. Like Castaneda, his desire to share his experience appears to stem from a belief that, far from aberrations, these realities are pertinent to us all. The alien interface which Strieber describes and the separate reality of Castaneda are—both authors insist—universal experiences; as such, they are not only available to us but inescapable. Strieber’s cry in the wilderness is not so much “Repent!” as “Know thyself!” and it is fueled by a certainty that, whatever alien abduction is, it is not the exception to human experience but the rule. As Strieber sees it, it is the active element in an evolutionary process which, by definition, is not only happening at an individual level but to the species as a whole.

Strieber’s missionary zeal has not always enhanced his literary talents, however. After Transformation and Majestic (an effective novel about the Roswell UFO “crash” and cover-up), he wrote two negligible works in which he seemed to be milking his “alien” experiences for all they were worth. Perhaps he needed the money, because Breakthrough and The Secret School (and also The Communion Letters, a collection of correspondences from his readers, edited by Strieber and his wife, Anne) are almost entirely lacking the intensity and depth of his first two books. But then, since his abduction experiences allegedly tailed off soon after Transformation (according to Strieber, they have yet to recur), there was very little left for him to report. This didn’t stop him writing books, however, and Strieber has occasionally been accused of betraying an opportunistic streak. Weird things seem to happen to him at regular intervals, and even when they don’t, he finds new theories by which to re-examine his experiences and generate renewed interest in them. This may be a genuine desire to understand them, just as it may be simple mercenary tactics. Or it may stem from a neurotic need for attention. Perhaps Strieber summons up Imaginal crises and revelations whenever he needs to spice up his life and give him something new to write about?

As it happens, a similar charge has been leveled at Castaneda, namely, that once his “tales of power” had apparently reached a natural end (when don Juan left the world), he began to access buried memories of “the left side,” and was able to spin off a bunch more books. This is a fairly unimaginative theory, however, since (unlike with some of Strieber’s work) there is nothing in the books themselves that suggests such desperate subterfuge. The Art of Dreaming notwithstanding, Castaneda’s works continued to astonish, and even surpass themselves, with each subsequent book.

For the purposes of this study, and for the sake of argument, I am going to assume that, however unreliable their accounts might be, and despite any evidence of “tampering,” both authors weregenuinely reporting experiences that happened, and not merely inventing them or suffering from hallucinations. Any thorough examination of the evidence (if it includes the knowledge contained in the writings themselves, which debunkers rarely do) reveals this to be by far the most likely conclusion. Put simply: there is far too much truth in these books for them not to have at least some basis in fact.

If we allow for this, we can state the following: both Castaneda’s and Strieber’s gift is for relaying experiences and knowledge passed on from elsewhere. Their greatest insights, although they assuredly come through them, do not appear to come from them. This can be said of all great artists, in one way or another, but the problem with Strieber and Castaneda is that their source is not God but (apparently) godlike beings whom they have had direct contact with. In a way, if both authors are to be even partially believed, they are little more than glorified postmen for superior intelligence.[2] For a best-selling author to be reduced to the role of cosmic postman can be tough for a proud intellect to come to grips with, most especially if the message he delivers goes largely unheeded (as seems the case particularly with Strieber).
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“What writing produces when it is pressed to its extremes is a sense of isolation, an alienation, a cosmic aloneness in which nature and religion are lost.”
—William Irwin Thompson, Coming Into Being

Interestingly, both authors’ way of dealing with the soul-shattering truths they were forced to confront—both within and outside them—was to write them down. Castaneda became a figure of fun among the sorcerers for his relentless note-taking, and Strieber has managed to turn just about every major experience of his life (including family tragedies) into source material for his books and website journal. The intellect is the best defense against the onslaught of magikal reality, and writing about their experiences may have been these men’s way of distancing themselves from them. The danger of this is obvious. Writing fosters the illusion of having assimilated and understood an experience when the opposite is really the case: writing is a means not to assimilate experience fully, to keep it at bay. Intellectual understanding is theoretical and not practical—it’s all in the head.

It seems likely that Castaneda was allowed access to the sorcerers’ world not because he necessarily belonged there, but because he had the right kind of “journalistic” (i.e., intellectual) bent to pass on his experiences to the rest of humanity. The same may be true of Strieber. It may be that he has been exposed to a level of intensity, power, and revelation that would unhinge the sturdiest of minds, expressly in order to relay information to the world, and that his own assimilation of these experiences is inessential to his passing them on. In which case, neither Castaneda’s nor Strieber’s testimonies are what they appear to be; or rather, they are exactly what they appear to be (one man’s rational struggle with impossible experiences), but also something else entirely: a subtle and unwitting description of the pitfalls which the intellect creates for itself, once having strayed into the realm of the Imaginal.

If there is one recurring flaw in Strieber’s work (which separates it from Castaneda’s), it relates to an earnestness and gravity that tends to preclude much humor or playfulness. Castaneda may have taken himself too seriously, but if so it was more than compensated for by the playful jibes of the sorcerers he describes. This is true to some extent of Strieber’s “aliens” (who are mischievous in the extreme); but since there is obviously less of an overlap between Strieber and the “visitors” and Castaneda and his sorcerers (who are at least of the same species!), much of the humor of Strieber’s accounts seems to bubble up almost despite him. Unlike don Juan Matus, Strieber doesn’t seem too fond of jokes. He appears to have been too severely traumatized by his experiences to ever make light of them, and at some deep level, Strieber is clearly divided against himself. This divided allegiance acts like a dead weight that inadvertently distorts his message. There is something heavy about much of Strieber’s writings, and it is most evident—and most troubling—in this almost complete lack of humor.

A lack of humor is often a dead giveaway for an excess of self-importance, and if anything is guaranteed to distort and corrupt “sacred wisdom,” it is self-importance. When it comes to conveying apocalyptic truths to an unreceptive public, the danger is not so much that someone will decide to “kill the messenger”—though this can happen too—but that the messenger becomes so puffed up at being “chosen” that he confuses the gravity of the transmission with his own self-importance, and distorts the message in the process of delivering it. This is a surefire way to alienate both the people the message is intended for and whoever or whatever provided it to begin with. In the end, the burden and responsibility of the message may well prove fatal to the person chosen to deliver it.

Castaneda wrote to the bitter end, yet if we are to give any credence to accounts of his final years (primarily Amy Wallace’s Sorcerer’s Apprentice, which oddly enough Strieber reviewed), the truth he had worked so hard to bring to the world slipped through his own fingers. Apparently, exposure to the incomprehensible forces of sorcery proved too much for him: unwilling or unable to relinquish his self-importance, he was defeated by the third enemy of a man of knowledge, succumbed to the temptations of power, and became (in the words of don Juan) a “cruel, capricious man.” Strieber does not appear to be treading the same path; missionary zeal aside, he is not playing the role of guru yet. He is warming to the role of “prophet of doom,” however, and since the kind of experiences he has undergone, or believes he has undergone, are bound to traumatize anyone, it is difficult to say how close to the edge he is.

It may be that the same formidable intellect that allowed Castaneda (and Strieber) to communicate these energetic truths made them unable, finally, to fully assimilate them. In the first of Castaneda’s books, The Teachings of Don Juan, a third of the work is devoted to an unreadable appendix called “A Structural Analysis,” in which the author attempts to wrestle the Imaginal realities (which he has just recounted so splendidly) down to the rubber mat of reason. Exactly so far as he succeeds in this endeavor, so far does he strip the experiences of all their magic, power, and meaning. In the process, he revealed himself as an unwitting clown, a rational lunatic, dancing while Infinity took pot-shots at his feet.

According to don Juan Matus, a man of knowledge is someone who has erased every last trace of personal history, and with it the personal self. If there is no more nor less to the path of knowledge than this, then with his intensely romantic works, Castaneda may have unwittingly glorified and mystified an incredibly simple (though monumentally difficult) accomplishment. Such mystification and glorification would be inextricably bound up with the fact that Castaneda could not attain this primary goal himself. His works might then be seen as his attempt to erase his personal history by writing it down, and by reinventing it. Since, judging by the evidence of his life, he failed in this task, his books remain contaminated by that history, like pure water that has passed through a dirty filter. Brilliant and inspired as they are, the books are not to be trusted; or rather, they should not be taken entirely at face value.[3]

Both Castaneda and Strieber were permitted an extremely rare audience with a very specific kind of “royalty”: Castaneda with superhuman sorcerers, Strieber with “aliens.” But it’s possible they were only granted this audience because someone was required to pass specific information (information of gravest urgency) onto humankind. If such were the case, then perhaps neither author was actually “worthy” of (i.e., ready for) the secret knowledge they were given? Perhaps they were even chosen partially for this very limitation, chosen because, as intellectually sophisticated Western males, they were equipped to present the knowledge in a way that would be easily digestible to the general public?

Although the message was not intended for just anyone (only a select few would be able to fully understand it), it would have to be made accessible to all. This way, the message could be enjoyed, dismissed, or ignored as a clever yarn, disingenuous hoax, or senseless gibberish, respectively, by those who failed to decipher its true meaning. Neither Castaneda nor Strieber presented their works as fiction—on the contrary—yet they were cunning enough to make sure they read as fiction. As such, their books are in a sense indistinguishable from fiction. I’d wager that this is a major reason for all the confusion and skepticism, because anything that looks this much like a yarn must be a yarn. But perhaps this was also part of the subterfuge? For it allows more literal-minded readers, those unable to entertain the subtle, subjective nature of Imaginal truth, to dismiss the books, based on purely circumstantial evidence (the many contradictions). This subterfuge might have been considered necessary, not only for the protection of the message, but that of the messenger also (and the public); for if he were recognized as what he was—a spy for the Imaginal among common folk—he would be dispatched at once. [4]

The temptation to succumb to a sense of power and uniqueness is great. Prophets are usually considered insane, and often wind up that way. The combination of exposure to divine knowledge with frustration, anger, and despair in the face of the world’s incomprehension and indifference often leads to self-righteous superiority. Likewise, the traumatic effects of revelation combined with a complete lack of support from his fellow men is likely to drive the messenger to take refuge in psychotic delusions of grandeur. The only way for the messenger to withstand the pressure and not wind up half-mad with a mixture of paranoia and megalomania (two symptoms exhibited by Castaneda in his final years) is to constantly remind himself that he is only a messenger, a carrier of information, with neither power nor responsibility to create (or even interpret) the message. His only task to deliver it faithfully and withdraw.

Caught between a strange and deeply threatening new reality and an old reality that no longer offers comfort or assurance, that seems increasingly hollow and illusory, is it any wonder if both Strieber and Castaneda took refuge in writing, and in the grand gestures of prophet-gurus? It would have been the only bridge they had between the two worlds, the only way for them to make sense of either. The pitfall is that the tool they are using to protect themselves from madness—the intellect—is the very thing likely to undo them in the end. Writing becomes not so much a bridge between worlds but a refuge from them, creating an illusion of power and control so intoxicating it is almost bound to turn into obsession, the neurotic drive for power.

The very gift for which they were chosen as conveyers of forbidden knowledge would make Castaneda and Strieber outcasts, both in the world of men, and the realm of sorcerers and “aliens.” Like Mercury, the price of being granted free passage between the realms meant that they belonged to neither. Intellect, like the messenger, like language itself, is a means and not an end; it has no place in the primal realms or the supernal spheres: the one is beneath it, the other beyond it. This is the comedy and tragedy of the word, and why a day comes in the life of every writer when he or she is forced to choose between the illusory control of the written word—being the messenger—and the power and freedom of direct experience: becoming the message. He who lives by the pen, dies by the pen.

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1: Castaneda was even called “the godfather of the New Age,” an ironic designation, since, unlike Strieber, his works are anything but populist.

2: This is not to say that Strieber lacks imagination—on the contrary, like Castaneda, his accounts are rich in imagery and feeling—but apparently only when inspired by actual individuals and events. Strieber’s straight fiction, for example (what I have read of it, and not counting Majestic and 2012), has been unremarkable. His most powerful work by far, a self-published work called The Key, is actually (Strieber claims) a transcript of a conversation he had with a godlike being who burst into his hotel room one night in Toronto and proceeded to reveal to him the secrets of the Universe. The book certainly supports Strieber’s outlandish claim: whatever its source, Strieber did a commendable job arranging and presenting the information it contains. Yet—if he is to be believed—that’s all he did: transcribe and pass on the message.

3: The same must be said of Strieber’s work, although in Strieber’s case there is an added complication (one which I can only touch upon here), relating to his reputed history of child abuse, and his possible affiliations with government organizations. Castaneda may have been to some extent an unwitting patsy of sorcerers, and he may have lost his marbles in the end. But (tensegrity and those last few dodgy years aside), I believe he was serving an authentically magikal tradition. With Strieber, it may be that (wittingly or not) he is serving two masters at once.

4: Nonetheless, the real danger which the messenger faces is his own incapacity to shoulder the burden of knowledge. Since he is privy to the inner workings of the Imaginal realm, he is obliged to carry experiences which he can share with no one, not even his readership. Since he will be unable to comprehend much of the knowledge he has been granted, so far beyond his experience does it lie, he won’t be able to write about it either, so it is solely for him. This is why it is essential that, whatever else, the messenger must not allow his experiences—neither the honor nor the nigh-unbearable pressure of being chosen as divine emissary—to go to his head. To do so will prove fatal in one way or another.

2012 and APC/Tool

Just posted this on Tool Army. I thought you'd appreciate. I'm in sydney and love your site. i'm on myspace/auroboros too. keep up the good work greg.

APC
Track two. 'To throw this dollar down before your holiest of alters. for one chance, one kiss, one taste of you my Magdalena'... then track 8 (Thomas the doubter/twin)... 'show me the way to forgive you/Christ. allow me to let it go. just praying you will show me where i'm to begin. hoping to reconnect'.

Being that 2012 is the second coming of christ/quetzalcoatl/ma'at, it is clear to me that a perfect circle (where precession of equinoxes is the key secret to divination...refer Cayce nostradamnass, Orwell, Poussin, da vinci, Crowley) is referring to just that... precession. Tool is also a clever way of expressing precession as the t is Christ o and o is the male and female and l is Lucifer. You cannot find a more Christian band on this planet folks. Does this even kick at you the idea to change your view off the idiot televan to a more say I dunno...WARNING approach? You have been warned time after time. Wings was the pinnacle tool song for me, simply perfect timing. Just think to yourself this question..."are you turning out to be the dumb founded dipshit"? I love everyone here and appreciate everyone's struggles but why is it that we can't discuss the world's season less right now. Im fucking freezing right now and it's the last day of summer in Australia. Edgar Cayce said "in this time you will only know the seasons by the budding and falling of the leaves". This is what I have to offer you, a perspective in this time. I'm just sick of reading about zeitgeist and mjk avclub interview. I love jokes, but there are no values here. Same old bullshit. Band hasn’t shown up yet have they? Go figure.

Chris.

Self-Promotional Prophet: Daniel Pinchbeck’s 2012

While reading Daniel Pinchbeck’s 2012: The Year of the Mayan Prophecy (formerly The Return of Quetzalcoatl, change presumably instigated by the publishers), I became so enthusiastic that I began to write a review halfway through it. Then something odd happened. Around page 300 (with part six), the book began to go horribly wrong, and by the time I was finished, I had an entirely different take on it. For the first 200 pages or so, I didn’t want the book to end. For the last hundred pages, I couldn’t wait to be done with it. To say that Pinchbeck overstays his welcome would be a grotesque understatement. By the end of the book, he has more or less destroyed whatever good will we had for him, and I wound up holding my head in my hands, muttering to myself: “Another good mind bites the dust.”

Since my first notes are an accurate description of my response to the book up to that point, however, I’ll include them here before moving onto my final judgment. These initial impressions amount to a review of the first 250 pages of 2012.
Pinchbeck’s book is a tour-de-force; an astonishing achievement that manages to blend worldly (and world-weary) skepticism with a wide-eyed sense of wonder. What the author attempts—and by and large achieves—is to build a bridge between the rational/sensationalist viewpoint of mainstream media (Pinchbeck’s background is as a New York journalist and editor), and the cutting edge of shamanic vision, an area which the mainstream generally relegates to the “lunatic fringe.” Yet at no point does Pinchbeck resort to dumbing down or simplification. 2012 is certainly not a book for everyone, but it has a very wide reach, and potentially it could connect to even the most skeptical of readers—if not to persuade, then at least to challenge. Pinchbeck is a futurologist, attempting to describe concepts that have yet to take hold of the consensus, being basically incompatible with it, by using terms apprehensible to our current worldview. This is no easy task, yet Pinchbeck manages it without coming off as either a raving lunatic or prophet of doom.

For a work as chock-a-block with ideas as this (perhaps only 20% of which are original to Pinchbeck), the author stays remarkably on track, and there’s very little here that struck me as being off-the-mark. Yet apparently the book was not well-received (Rolling Stone described it as being “widely panned”). Taking a hostile, even derisive stance to Pinchbeck’s brand of apocalypticism, the mainstream media latched particularly onto his avocation of the psychedelic experience, and his claim to being the chosen prophet of Quetzalcoatl. (It has to be said that Pinchbeck walked right into that one.) Yet 2012 is in no way spurious or outlandish, nor is it poorly argued, researched, or written. It’s an exemplary work of apocalyptic scholasticism, and the only way to dismiss it is to argue that Pinchbeck is just another drug-damaged lunatic with delusions of grandeur. To this extent, in keeping with tradition, the more virulently the world rejects the message, the more it—inadvertently—confirms the truth of it. Pinchbeck has volunteered for the most thankless role there is, and he ought not to trouble himself too much about such a chilly reception. His reward is not of this world anyway.

That said, there are times when Pinchbeck doesn’t seem quite equal to his task. Brilliant as 2012 is, it lacks a unifying poetic vision. It is more of a compendium, an overview of ideas, than a unique creative work, and although Pinchbeck writes extremely well, he doesn’t appear to have an especially strong sensibility. Most of his insights come from the head and not the heart. In an odd way, he seems a little too worldly, and perhaps this is what has led to his coming up against the world in such a fashion. Apparently, despite all his fevered convictions, part of Pinchbeck still wants to curry the world’s favor. Eager to receive credit for being the messenger, he’s busy building bridges to a world he knows, in his heart of hearts, won’t be around much longer. He might be better off burning them instead.
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These were my first impressions. The last quarter of 2012, however, is such a fatal error of judgment on the part of the author that the book winds up as a cautionary tale: a warning about what happens when the messenger gets consumed by self-importance and decides to “improve on” the message, thereby destroying it in the process. Pinchbeck’s ideas on masculine-feminine energies, the Kali Yuga, and the unnatural restrictions of monogamy are not actually bad, nor are they poorly expressed. But they belong in another work, as does (considerably more so) his distinctly uncomfortable private accounts of marital break-up and unrequited sexual desire. For the previous 300 pages (or at least 250, up to the end of part 4; part 5 is a somewhat superfluous but not uninteresting retread of crop circles in Glastonbury), Pinchbeck presented an almost unassailable argument for the end of consensus reality. After such a relentless but inspired barrage of information, it’s extremely difficult to sustain interest in such relatively trivial questions: our attention is all used up. As a result, all the air begins to leak out of 2012, as it slowly sinks into the quagmire of Pinchbeck’s personal obsessions and neuroses.

Pinchbeck not only dissipates our good will towards him, he rapidly erodes his credibility. If he had he kept the work to the first four or five parts and left out the final hundred ages, I have no doubt his book would have received a vastly more positive response. As it is, those people desperate to dismiss the book as the work of a self-obsessed crank found, in this last section, all the proof they needed. Pinchbeck’s description of the process by which he comes to realize he is the chosen avatar of Quetzalcoatl and the Great Beast 666 is embarrassing. (No wonder Pinchbeck took a couple of pages out to revile Crowley earlier in the book: he was setting the stage for his own assumption of power and had to be sure to banish all pretenders first.) Then, when Pinchbeck reveals the Quetzalcoatl “transmission,” it is a lackluster piece of prose, offering nothing he hasn’t said already, and better, in the previous pages. Pinchbeck writes:
“The writer of this work is the vehicle for my arrival—my return—to this realm. He certainly did not expect this to be the case. What began as a quest to understand prophecy has become the fulfillment of prophecy. The vehicle of my arrival has been brought to an awareness of his situation in sometimes painful increments and stages of resistance—and this book follows the evolution of his learning process, as an aid to the reader’s understanding. . . . almost apologetically, the vehicle notes that his birthday fell in June 1966—6/66—“count the number of the Beast”. . . . The Beast prophesied is the ‘feathered serpent,’ Quetzalcoatl.”

Is Pinchbeck so deluded he fails to see that the proof of his prophet-status is only ever in the pudding? If he had let the work speak for itself, he might have had a shot at becoming a leading spokesperson for the Eschaton; instead he couldn’t wait to be coronated, and manufactured his own tawdry crown, turning his book into a declaration of its own importance, and of its author’s quasi-divine status. As a result, he merely demonstrates the pathological delusions which invariably befall the magician on his path to freedom. What makes this even more depressing is that Pinchbeck is fully aware of the possibility, and yet maintains the delusion anyway.

“[P]erhaps I had succumbed to a trap set by malicious entities from the astral plane, puffing me up with delusions of grandeur, ready to tear me down in future, as they had done to poor Aleister Crowley…?” He even cites his hero Terence McKenna: “The notion of some kind of fantastically complicated visionary revelation that happens to put one at the center of the action is a symptom of mental illness.” Apparently Pinchbeck believes that simply acknowledging these possibilities is enough to banish them. (He makes it clear he is nobody’s fool.) But I’d wager the reverse is the case: by showing himself willing to entertain the idea that he has been duped, he convinces himself that such a thing could never happen to him. But it did.

I have little doubt Pinchbeck’s editors begged him to leave out the last segment of the book, but you can bet Pinchbeck was having none of it. This was the essence of the work, the essence of his message, that the quest for prophecy, etc, etc. But by making the whole work—the whole “return of Quetzalcoatl”—about himself, he reduces 2012 to a personal rant and almost obliges the reader to reject it, baby with bathwater, as a deeply embarrassing demonstration on the pitfalls of psychedelic self-importance.

A Rolling Stone article notes how Pinchbeck’s original publisher dropped the book: “Gerald Howard, a venerable editor of authors like Don DeLillo, offering the comment, ‘Daniel, you’re not Nietzsche.’ Says Pinchbeck, ‘It was hard for him to conceive that someone of my generation was doing something of primordial significance.’”

It’s clear where Pinchbeck stands in regard to his own talent. Does he really believe, in the light of all his visions, that a cosmic shift in consciousness hinges around a book he wrote about it?! Apparently, that’s exactly what he believes. Pinchbeck has mistaken his finger for the Moon, and is busy fobbing off menus for meals. He has succumbed to the common delusion that the messenger is more important than the message, that the intellectual apprehension of an idea is essential to its existence. This ties in with Pinchbeck’s fanciful, New Age notion that we (and especially he, as a “visionary”) are creating the future through our thoughts. There is a huge difference between admitting that our thoughts influence reality and claiming that they create it, but it’s a difference Pinchbeck seems to have willfully ignored. It’s basically the same abyss that lies between the idea of tuning into the archetypal energy of “Quetzalcoatl,” and of being the (sole) chosen vessel of a god: the difference between enlightened responsibility and demented self-importance (i.e., hubris).

The sad fact is that this kind of thinking usually winds up having the very opposite effect to the one intended. Pinchbeck’s insistence on believing he is The One—the world’s savior—doesn’t make it so; it only cripples his ability to be an efficient messenger. By the end of the book, Pinchbeck has accomplished something I would have thought impossible: he made me feel jaded and cynical about the Apocalypse. In the end, 2012 presents probably the best argument there is for steering clear of psychedelics and of consciousness expansion in general. If taking the red pill is going to turn us into Daniel Pinchbeck, for God’s sake take the blue pill! Pinchbeck has gone over to the dark side without even knowing it. Great beast indeed.

Aeolus Kephas © 2008

'Star Wars' Exhibits Open in Philly and Belgium

"A long time ago...

In a galaxy far, far away"

Well, seems the galaxy just got a little closer. If you are in Philadelphia, you might want to check out the new exhibit 'Star Wars: Where Science Meets Imagination' —Feb. 9 - May 4, 2008 at The Franklin Institute in Philadelphia, Penn.

This exhibition showcases costumes and props from all six Star Wars films while exploring cutting-edge research and modern technologies that could one day make the fantasy world of Star Wars a reality.

Learn more about this exhibit here.

But fear not, my european friends, for the Force is strong with you too. At Brussels you can attend 'Star Wars: The Exhibition', open since Feb 16:

'Star Wars: The Exhibition' gives visitors a rare glimpse inside the making of the epic movies. Fans can also enjoy several interactive activities from Jedi training to a green screen simulation that puts you right into the movie making the exhibit truly fun for all ages.

If know more you must, click here.

And remember: The Force will be with you... whether you like it or not! :-)