Hi Toxilogic,

I did get the file and it looked like it was all there, it listed the pages....I started flipping the pages, but speed reading them to see what I was getting into....fine print, I don't know how yours showed, I didn't know you could change the size of the text....but it was weird scary stuff, and I don't want to fill the space up that is left in my brain with horror. I would rather read things that seem a bit more positive , instead of getting me freaked out and thinking this is just too wild and we are Goners.....

I mean, how do most authors know what they are writing to be true otherwise, except by saying "some one said so, or look at this other book some one wrote." How can we know all of that stuff to be true with out some very hard core evidence? I guess I come from the old school, where theories are theories until proven otherwise and then they are fact, well until some new findings are found and more data reveals more truths........?

I think it was a few pages after the warnings and the more wanings , and then thinking, what am I really being warned about here? Then skimming through a few things, thinking, no, this does not fit with my reality. It does not feel right to me, and what I personally feel comfortable with reading. It is like a mini skirt may look real good on a advertisement , because the agency promotong it picked a real thin, beautiful girl to model it, but for the regular woman to buy it and take it home and dress herself, it will not look the same as it looked in the advertisement. It doesn't fit or feel right, it is uncomforatble and many ladies would have to hike it up even further to get in a car seat. But, some can wear them, and some can not. People who can fit into the image of what is being advertised is the audience that is being projected to. A agency would not put a mini skirt on an over weight individual and expect it to look good and be able to sell it to the thin crowd.

And what about the propaganda in itself that is being produced by reading material such as the different hypes of conspiracy? Is this a warning that this is all ture? I am not sure about that.

It seems to me like another form of terrorism. The American Government terrorises the American people more with its Patriot Acts and warnings of terrorism daily by placing it in the face of the American people daily, instead of just allowing events to happen and have people get terrorised for only that moment. It is a form of manipulation of the masses. A form of bondage, by holding a person's consciousness in a jar of , "this is what it is." "don't move, and don't think otherwise," Again, I may be wrong about that, it is just the way I feel.I prefer not to read most conspiracy stuff. Some stuff I do read. There is so much difference of opinions and most of them are based off of twisting and revising and updating on other material. And it is all pretty scary. And what can be done about it anyway if it is the truth? Are there weapons out there to protect us, is there a specific way to meditate to protect ouselves. What is the solution to solve the problem? Where is the knowledge of knowing what to do, when shit hits the fan, except making sure that you have packed enough toilet paper in your self survival kit and keep it handy cause you are going to be shitting your pants all of the time from fear.

I am not a person to stick my head in a whole and not look around. I just don't stare into the sun until I am blinded to other images. I still want full vision. Maybe I am a puss, and can't handle any more horror, I do not know. This is only my opinion and feelings again, and again, I hope I did not offend anyone. The Golden Rule is good.
XC

Dr. Colette M. Dowell ND
Circular Times
Moving Forward Publications

Thank you very much. Considering how much interesting stuff there always is on this website, If I didn't get it soon enough I probly would have forgotten about it. Thanks again!