Wherein does Consciousness Manifest???

Wherein does Consciousness Manifest???

I have been reading a Book called “The Temple of Man” by R. A. Schwaller de Lubicz. It is indeed a tome that could occupy my mentality for the rest of my life. I am now 65 and have read many books at this point in my life. I have a large library in my home and I give books to my family every chance I get just to clean out the various slots that I seem to fill with my frequent trips to the bookstore to the chagrin of my wife. Of course, I have need of most of these books because my brain is in each and every one of them and I seek to become more conscious of my life via the knowledge garnered from them.

Lately I have been awakening at around 3:00 A. M. every morning going into the kitchen where silence is maintained since it is the further away from those sleeping. I am stuck on page 28 of his book, even though I have read almost a quarter of the two volumes each in excess of 500 pages of small type ensconced in a large 9 x12 inch format. Whew! It is a beast of a work for any human being. Still I go to those same pages and read them over and over.

I am hung up on this: “Nothing in the Universe that is perceptible is so of itself.” That is, nothing that exists and can perceive that existence had anything to do with creating itself other than the amplification of consciousness. Only the consciousness factor of being able to mentally compare or utilize contrasting issues of perception is usually present so that amplification of physical and mental assets can be accomplished. At times while deeply immersing myself in all the deepness of Lubicz’s material I feel I can grasp a root of a knowledge that is far and beyond the scope of human ability. It is almost euphoric for a few fleeting seconds and then it slips away with some stimuli from the real world interrupting my train of thought. I fear that my age is one thing that creeps into my realization of this grand deepness before me and I will never attain the levels I desire with this study.

When I was young, I went to nature (at the old lake) on a day when I was somewhat introspective and felt deep. I guess I was about 18 and about to graduate from high school. I sat looking up at a beautiful sunset and began to wonder about existence. I thought back to when I was five standing on the door of our old storm cellar at the old Rowena farm and looking up to see God. I will never forget the feeling I had in that ecstatic moment to see the vastness of his being encompassing the totality of the sky. I became aware then. Later at 18, I heard these words while contemplating my future worth on this Earth, "You are the Catalyst." I did not know exactly what a catalyst was then, but I went home and looked it up and realized that effort and suffering was necessary to gaining deeper knowledge. Now, I have had a full and highly eventful life. My former students keep in touch with me to some degree. I have the love and respect of an old scholar and my colleagues keep in touch via email. Still, I push ever forward to the back door of life to do all I can to become worthy and have worth to offer. Reading the Temple of Man by Lubicz is the hardest book I have ever read besides Hegel. I will continue to push the envelope right out of that back door and into a new realm that I seek with gusto.

Lately I have come to a newness of reasoning. Lubicz calls it the Pharaonic method of seeing life. I now realize that I have been seeing existence from a self-oriented perspective rather than the viewing of being from a spiritual view. This new way of looking at life is from the Heart. Of course Lubicz takes the whole book to explain what I think I can say in a few words. I know, it is not possible. Yet, just to realize that there is an anterior means of seeing existence from a corresponding point of view from the materialistic mindset gives me hope.

Prior to reading Lubicz’s work I had the feeling that there was more — mostly reinforced by my reading of the Bible and other ancient traditions (see Vedics). Now my mind feels almost as it did when I first went off to college some 45 years ago. There is so much to learn and so little time. I wish I could establish a university for old guys and gals like me that used only a few numbers of books such as Manly P. Halls “Secret Teachings of All Ages” and “The Temple of Man.” I would love to attend such a school where discussion could fly across the universe into new vistas of wisdom. For now, I am still in awe of just being here in this place called life.

I usually go back to bed to sleep a few more minutes before finally getting up and making coffee for my wife and myself. I find myself thinking over the repercussions of inculcating the new knowledge set off by Lubicz’s stimuli. This morning I had a revelation of what this is all about. I believe I have the Father, The Son and the Holy Spirit somehow localized within my being as a triangulation for existence here. This Triad of essences focuses my “cursor” on reality within my lens on life — my brain which is necessary for this physical form I utilize here. I am a spirit using this body as a vehicle for motivation in this physical state. I am mind that is holographically localized in this environment. Lubicz calls it Mediety. He says, “Man, considered as a natural finality is not in opposition to the Universe, he is the “mediety” of the “inverse elements” that are the universal and the particular. In him, opposites are resolved and canceled; he is the All.”

It is as though we are the localizations of this power that pervades the moiré arena (broadcast of information) of existence. We are focused deity and are at the midpoint between the flux of consciousness that intersects into the form of ego or human bemanship. We are the “cursor” in physical form. In my dreams built off this study, I can almost make out a plasmatic totality that waxes and wanes in this realm of Time/Space to a point of focusing in a creative means of creating all of this for the development of higher and higher consciousness. This plasmatic totality is somehow part of a knowledge and Reason that needs no explanation due to its being Forever and Always present. It is indeed the Godly elemental and spirit of this expression, which is undulating within itself.

Just as Einstein suggested that we move to the macro viewpoint in order to see more clearly the plan of God -- we move out/up, and dimensionally to amplify the data of all we see from above. Not only do we perceive more territory -- we can focus simultaneously on one object and inculcate all the data relating to its singularity. God's cursor has amplified within the mind's eye of the beholder. As each day passes, event sequences become whole documentaries encompassing associated events into a clear picture of cause and effect to our souls. With each tic of the pico second, data expands geometrically to encompass even more reason to happenstance.

Upon the soulular reference-plane, mapping at exponential speed, is the accumulation of humanity's knowledge and wisdom of itself. The mind is boggled as it strains to decipher massive thought globules that contain dense information about each singular particulate. Lives and their complications flash past our mental cursor-on-existence (brain) and we see the familiarity of our own attempt at the prime objective of being here in Time/space. As we see this euphorically-experienced flash of the Ancient-of-Days templated with the Days of Our Lives, we know something big is about to happen to humanity.

Positive and negative actions swirling through the broadcast of being is evident. What wrongs have been committed against man by man? As wars rage throughout man’s reference maps…we see our destiny unless we change our ways, this experiment will cease to be. Who will step forward and join this burgeoning call for humanity to join in coherency?

As time goes on, I hope to add to this initial expression of amplified consciousness.

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Enigmni Freak's picture
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One wonders when awake at 3:00 a.m. Deep thoughts did not appear but thought of entire life filled the tank of memory. I saw the faces of old school chums and family doing the things I will always remember. I love the way faces laugh.

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is a site you may or may not have already been to: www.crystalinks.com

It has alot of theories of time and numbers/ synchronization, stuff like that.

I used to wake up at 3:33 (am) and get freaked out.

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I was one of the early adaptors to digital watches, when I was in high school.

Many times, I noticed that when I got really bored it was 11:11.

I think it was due to the boring nature of the teacher, and the fact that this class would end at 11:20. So I had this feeling that it was almost over, so I would look at my watch.

But who knows.

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If we don't succeed, we run the risk of failure.

(Bill Clinton, and perhaps others)

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I have read that 11:11 is some kind of dna trigger/awakening code..by a group of "midwayers"? But your right ..who really knows.

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8.20 and 4.40. I would suddenly remember that I should wind my clock, glance at it, only to find that both the clock and bell winding holes were covered by the hands! Happened on a regular basis. The clock is now dead, but I couldn't bear to part with it so it sits on a bookshelf with the hands at 8.20 for eternity!

Regards, Kathrinn

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I feel like I am in that movie. I still awaken at 3:00. Why???????????

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the numbers and stuff?

Surely you know all about the significance of three. Especially in the early mornin' hours. It is "supposedly" a very powerful time to be awake and to be doing something you need to be doing. (In the a.m. that is.)

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your internal clock thinks it is supposed to waken then

or perhaps your blood sugar dips too low or high?

xoxo

marissa

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Maybe it is to do with the cortisone levels in your body - they are their lowest about that time.

Regards, Kathrinn

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Hello Oscar!
My favorite....love it , respect it, realize it, live it, and thank Schwaller - he persavered in accomplishing it. It took me four months ro read every day and to calculate...right on!!!!! I am not an Egyptologist, so I can read things like The Temple of Man and not judge it as some would. It is concise and filled with methodology / theories and philosophies that pan out mathematically and geometrically. Great. awesome, can't say enough about it and Deboraha and Robert Lawlor did an exquisite job in translation from French to English. The rare photographs are stunning.

I give it 5 stars. A great read - a must -

I wish for many people to read it and acquire its knowledge. Keep on with it Osc.

XC

Dr. Colette M. Dowell ND
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Glad you are involved in the book. I love what it does to my mind. It helps me with my paintings.

I am doing tons of work here at the end of my life. I have never done so many images and it is all due to some very special insight from my new studies. Keep up the good research.

Cheers

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Hello Osc,

You have been speaking about the end of your life for years now. What is it with you?

You are in mid life.

Painting - that is neat. I paint too.

Yes, I understand how the Temple of Man can stimulate the creative centers. I read it every day, well, 6-7 days of the week and equated everything mathematical theorem and geometrical one.....phew............what a rush.....It all seemed to heighten my intelligence and awareness...my creative level was way up and, it was such a great thing for me at the time to have in my life to study. Inner Traditions sent me the books......for the review, I thought that was such a gift too.wow....those were the old days when publishers did that. Publishing books have gone down hill now and it is considered the art of the bastard. A writer is better off publishing their own in many ways. Inner Traditions did an excellent job...

What medium do you paint?

Dr. Colette M. Dowell ND
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I have put some of my samples up here but I do not leave them. I think one of the last topics I posted has my site at FINER IMAGES. It is in a post. I trained myself in every technique and any style. I am currently putting everything up for my children and my wife so they may make bucks after I am past this task. The reason I talk about the stuff most folks are afraid of is because I buy into the Pharaonic traditions. It is no big thing. Ignore it. You seem much better now. This is good.

Are you back at the university?

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I am laying low this winter and only peeking in once in a while. My art, it is all over Southern California and Las Vegas I supose....some in Boston. I have some for my estate here- I will not be buried with it; anyway, I am going to be cremated.

Dr. Colette M. Dowell ND
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Colette, here's some of my art. I am going to put about 200 works up here since my friends have complained that they wanted some of my work. SEE:
http://finerworks.com/mgallery/artists.a...
I am doing a new grouping on my next e-book — A SECRET CLOSELY HELD The Moire Arena. It is basically a storyboard for a movie version that I am going to put up online. It is about civilization some 20,000 to 12,000 years ago. Yes, my version.

Ron O.

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Well, I am getting out of this alive. Ha. I did not know you were an artist. I thought you were an Anthropologist. I should read better.

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can I get a copy of this book without spending $200?

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E-Bay has a used book format I think. You may be able to get it at a library also. My cousin did. Of course you would have to keep checking it out because it takes a long time to read.

Colette, do you know of any sources???

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I saw your art.......It is like sci fi cartoons with some Masters in it..........Some Dutch painters eh?

I have been an artist all of my life, as too, I am a musician. I studied classical arts all of my life, along with natural sciences. Natural medicine....Chinese Medicine....bla bla / Humanities & Science - Divinity combo

I do not have a formal degree as an anthropologist.....

I do not know where to find the books cheaper except to look for them on the internet.

Now that I know what it is, if I had to pay 200$ for the volumes, and had to save up, and make it a priority - I would.

XC

Dr. Colette M. Dowell ND
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Colette, you have done well. I wish I had stayed with football and become a university coach. It would have been more fun.

At least I made a living at it.

Cheers

Ron O.